I have an ability to drop in to the Buzz. In my thoughts it’s similar to the transporter used in Star Trek. I can dematerialize, I guess. It’s a gift that I’m finding not everyone has.
Honestly I think we are all holograms of the One Thing. We are born, we breathe, we think, we create … just as The Thing Itself does. Call It what you will: God, Jesus, Creator … we are That. We come from nothing, and all of a sudden, we are here. Just like thought. Just like emotion. Miraculous, mind boggling, breathtakingly beautiful.
It’s been a long time since I’ve written anything just to write, to escape, to visit the Buzz. The Buzz is Home, that great expanse of Nothing and Everything. I have been in what I call The Pause. Nothing much is happening lately. I’m not allowing myself to go Home. Why? A question for the ages. Why? The resistance I feel is palpable. It’s a gremlin which catches my attention so easily I might as well be a gnat. Any little thing draws my attention away from even a vague missing of the Buzz.
Today, I sit. Today, I have begun to step away from The Pause. I believe this is a moment by moment process.
Most people look at me as extremely dependable. Today, I want to show up for myself the way I show up for others. May this be my Truth.
The Next Nova: this is the space for my bright ideas. 